Thursday, February 10, 2005

How easy and at the same time how hard it all is! Earlier this evening I was reflecting how imperatives have slipped away. I had a waste lettuce leaf in my hand, and there was no compelling need to be sure it made its way to compost. All of those old rules are melting. But now, later in the evening, there's a stray cat on the back porch. Bo and Samson alerted me. As I write, they are both still at the inside of the patio door, keening their animosity toward this interloper. I turn on the porch light, and see that he's a gray and white tabby with a very nice face. He looks beefy and well, but he clearly wants to come inside on this stormy winter night. He knows me by sight, though I don't know him. I'm the local soft touch, and he looks me right in the eye, levelly, appealing to me for food and shelter. And I must turn away. If I let him in, the others would soon accept and integrate him as they did one another . . . there's always enough for everyone to eat, and plenty of places to sleep and play. But now, I'm looking for new homes for Bo, Samson and Abby. Mr. Handsome-on-the-backporch needs to understand this. But he doesn't get it.

Sunday, February 06, 2005

This was an exceptionally beautiful winter day in New Paltz. The sun was dazzling on the snow, the sky was blue and then some, and it got warm enough for the eaves to drip. Against this yes-Virginia-there-will-be-spring backdrop, I spoke my homily at St. Andrew's. The response was as beautiful and encouraging as the weather outside. It strikes me that mission is like a hypertext. It's full of links. It is unpredictable. It can lead anywhere.